If I am Infinite?

Let’s just ask "If I am Infinite, then why do I feel so powerless? Why can’t I walk on water, heal the sick or manifest a million dollars? Why can’t I even work out a decent relationship with my spouse?"

Those are good questions, and I hope you will continue to ask them to yourself for a few months, because those are questions that people rarely ask themselves. Even better questions that follows these are: "Why am I so stuck in my finite mind?" or "How did I convince myself so completely that I am merely human?"

We have thousands of hours of programming in our mental computer which say that we are just the opposite of infinite. In other words we have put infinite faith and energy into our beliefs about our limitations and about "reality." Perhaps even worse, we have centuries of programming in the unconscious racial mind as to our deficiencies.

How much time and energy have we put into exploring out infinite potentialities and possibilities? Have we exercised our imagination or do we just assume that we have to struggle, push and pull? How much have we worked on changing our own mind and attitudes as compared with our attempts to change others? How much have we attempted to work on our own belief system as opposed to working on changing circumstances? Do we really believe that our environment is a perfect mirror of our own beliefs?

You can increase the effective use of your imaginative power as you reduce your attachment to your finite belief system. The voodoo power to kill depends on the susceptibility of the victim; the hypnotist’s effects depend upon the willingness of the subject; Hitler’s power depended upon the desire of the German people for a strong leader; Jesus healing was ineffective in cities where there was no faith-power in the people.

Would you be willing to take X number of years: (A) to deliberately break the chain of accumulated attachments which bind you to the finite belief system and (B) to penetrate the wall of ignorance and fear which separates you from your infinite nature? If not, would you be willing to spend that X number of years on the merry-go-round of (1) struggling with the opposites (2) trying to beat the odds by pulling yourself up by your own bootstraps, and (3) doctoring the symptoms of neglected Infinity?

Would it be worth it to take the next X number of years to forever break the stranglehold of the ego upon your Infinite Self?

And why should you take X number of years for such a project? Rip

Van Winkle is said to have slept through a whole generation, for 40 years. And there is little doubt in my mind that we as a human race have slept through 40 generations. I am not speaking of covering the whole range of the Infinite, which will never end; I am only speaking of breaking the log-jam and getting the flow going. What I am sharing here with you took me over 40 years, but hopefully this information will speed up your time immeasurably.

The understanding of the Secret Knowledge is on the increase and each breakthrough helps the next person. The first time the four-minute mile was broken, many people began to realize they could break it too. In the next few years there will be many new Christs and Buddhas realizing their powers of Infinite Vision and Imagination.

The way it happened to me was that after many years of half-preparation and half-resistance, I began to realize that it was time for my own personal "Pentecost." I was to wait ten days on the "coming of the Spirit" for me. Every morning at 4:30 I "waited" and I wrote down all that came to me. The Secret Knowledge began to unfold in my consciousness and continues at an increasing pace until this day! Finally I was totally willing to be committed to the Infinite Vision. Now I can see that my ambivalence was what took me 40 years to recognize and overcome. That ambivalence was my "symptom" and became a vital part my understanding of the process. What was that "ambivalence" symptom?

My ambivalence was that I was caught "on the fence" between the opposites, and I thought the opposites were the spiritual and the physical, but I found out that all opposites are merely different states of belief, and that the spiritual or the Infinite is not a belief and has no opposite. And I discovered that the "real fence" was the edge between the Infinite and the finite world of beliefs, and that I am called to live on that Edge. If that seems like just semantics to you, it is not. I realized that I am the Infinite Vision and that I am not my finite beliefs in the world of opposites at which I am looking. That made all of the difference.

As I followed each exquisitely unfolding step in this precise process, I was led to the Unholy Trinity, to the Karpman triangle, to the Victim’s Cross, and to the Infinity Symbol. These steps were to be fashioned into four pieces of homemade jewelry and given to people as archetypal symbols of the process of the unfoldment of Infinite Vision. I learned to make this crude homemade jewelry with jewelry wire and a soldering torch. It was not to be commercialized or mass produced. Each person’s unfoldment is handmade and unique, and yet universal and archetypal. Each person’s old confining story must be re-visioned into a creative new story of rebirth and resurrection. This Infinite Vision process cannot be mass-produced, although it can be described and taught. Whether it can be done by following the guidelines in a book is your challenge. The same Spirit that taught me teaches you.

My job is to report my experiences and to clarify what the evolutionary message of the Bible is for the21st century, as it was given to me. I was to understand that every single event in my life was orchestrated and relevant to this revelation, and that it would true for you as well. Not even one detour on our crazy life journey was to be wasted, not even one despicable sin or horrifying tragedy! All things would be renewed. All symptoms are revelations of Infinity. Not even one wayward thought would be left out of the Infinite Vision (Matt 18:12)

A group of teenagers called the Vampire Killers from Louisiana practiced mutilation, blood drinking, and torture, including murder of the parents of one of the gang. Asked what motivated their behavior, one of the members said that they wanted to be "more than human." How strange the paths the human mind may take in searching for its divinity!