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Dr. Joe's Gospel
There isn't but one gospel. One Good News. Everyone lives and teaches their own version of this Good News. There are thousands
of forms of this Gospel. Everyone thinks they know what the good is. Everyone's life is a testimony to the gospel they believe
in. Most people believe that fear is the only rational way to be safe and therefore they live and teach the Gospel of Fear.
Some people believe that aggression is the only way to be safe and therefore they live and teach the Gospel of Aggression.
Some people believe that drugs are the only way to be high and well, and therefore they teach the Gospel of Drugs. We are
all constructed in such a manner that we promote our own version of the gospel.
I am forthrightly saying that I teach here Dr. Joe's Gospel just as you teach yours. Matthew taught his version of the
good news, Mark taught his, Luke taught his, John taught his, Paul and Peter taught theirs. Thomas taught his, Buddha taught
his, Mohammed taught his, Ghandhi taught his, and Hitler taught his. Charles Schultz in The Gospel According to Peanuts taught
his. Everyone is living, teaching and selling some version of the good news. Just visit the internet and you will see millions
of websites, each describing and selling their particular version of the good. Buy this car and that is supposed to be good
news; buy this house and it is supposed to be good news; buy this food or read this book and it is supposed to be good news.
Join this political party or marry this woman and it is supposed to be good news. Everything we do is motivated by the desire
to find the good, the good news, the gospel.
There is the Gospel of Romance, the Gospel of Business, and the Gospel of Politics. Each gospel has its own teacher and
bible. Actually there is only one complete gospel and we don't even know what that is yet. Every war that was ever fought
and every crusade ever launched was over which gospel is true. Everyone defends their own beliefs about what is good. Everyone
lives and dies for their definition of the good. Every book that was ever written was about the author's beliefs about what
the good life is.
All of these millions of gospels are measured by some standard. And who is going to perform the measurements? You are.
You have already been doing this forever. We test every thing by some inner standard in our mind. We all have some vague if
not exact image of what is real and what is good. This imagery shapes and controls all of our behavior. We live and die by
our story about reality. Whether true or not, we all have some standard of truth by which we measure everything. Governments
have standards of weights and measurements, standards of sanitation, standards of quality control, by which they attempt to
make life fair and good. There are standards everywhere by which every good news is measured.
And so we each decide which gospel is true, which unconscious belief system is valid, do we not? Which gospel do you believe,
teach, promote, sell, live and die by? Every religion measures every competing religion by some standard of measurement. Every
philosophy and every political party measures and promotes the news by its own inherent belief system. Everyone has a bottom
line. Everyone seems right in his or her own eyes.
The pragmatic test is about what works. The pragmatic test may take time to sort out and prove to oneself what truth is.
The proof of the pudding has to be in the eating. You can’t go by what people say the good is. You have to talk
the talk, walk the walk and test the test. We kill each other every day over who and what is right. Everyone has a conscious
or unconscious religion which competes with every other religion in the market place. Everyone has a god of some kind, an
ultimate, a bottom line, some good they live by.
Why should you trust Dr. Joe's Gospel? You don't and you shouldn't. I don't want anyone to trust my gospel. I wouldn't
trust anyone else's. Everyone already has their own gospel, their own belief system, their own survival strategy, their own
philosophy of life, their own story, their own self-diagnosis and self-treatment program, conscious or unconscious. But do
you know what your gospel is? Can you see what you tell yourself is the good for you? What is good and bad news to you? Find
out what your unconscious story is, what your unconscious religion is, what your conscious or unconscious good or god is.
Everyone has a bottom line. Everyone has an ultimate. That is Dr. Joe's Gospel.
What you die for is what you are living for. If normality is your gospel, you live and die for the Gospel of Normality,
whatever that is. If security is your religion, then you live and die for the Gospel of Security. If defiance is your strategy,
then you live by the Gospel of Defiance. If indulgence is your religion, you live and die for that. If being right is your
story, then you live and die for the Gospel of Being Right. If your religion is skepticism, you live and die by the Gospel
of Skepticism. If sex or money is your bottom line, then you live and die for the Gospel of Sex or the Gospel of Money. If
rescuing people is your thing, then you live and die for the Gospel of Rescuing. Everyone has some gospel or strategy they
live by. This gospel produces the exact experiences that you are experiencing today. There is no discrepancy between your
actual gospel and your actual experience. I am not talking about your professed beliefs and your professed gospel, but your
actual beliefs and gospel.
Dr. Joe's Gospel begins with the premise that there is nothing but good. There are so many layers of bad built into the
psychic structure, however, that we have not even the remotest idea of what the truth of the Infinite Good News is. And so,
we have to build upon the good that we know and let the bad or unreal deteriorate. This program is a step-by-step process
of realization of what the Good News of Jesus Christ is. I can only say that in my estimation this Good News is beyond anything
we have ever been able to imagine. It is so powerful that it could change water into wine, feed thousands with a few crumbs,
heal the sick, walk through walls, cast out demons, set prisoners free, walk on water, comfort the broken-hearted, raise the
dead and other miracles too numerous to mention. A thief entered paradise in one day. The gates of prisons opened. A prostitute
was made into a disciple. The Gospel of Jesus Christ is a miracle working gospel. If you see no miracles, you didn't get it
yet.
A client of mine is a plumber. He had recently committed himself to "God is my provider". He was not making
it financially. He went into a large building materials store to buy some plumbing parts. On his way out of the story, he
heard on the loudspeaker the word "plumber";. He stopped in his tracks, thinking that he had left something in the
store. A lady behind him ran into him with her shopping cart.. She asked him why he had stopped so suddenly. He said that
he heard the word "plumber"; on the loudspeaker and thought that it might be a message for him. She exclaimed "Are
you a plumber?" I need some plumbing done at my house. I am the manager of this store. Will you come with me and see
if you can do this plumbing job for me? He got a job putting in a new bathroom for the lady. Is that a miracle or what?
The Good News according to Dr. Joe begins with anxiety appreciation. It proceeds with concept evaluation and re-evaluation.
Every concept in the human mind must be re-born. Every judgment must be held up to the light of truth. We must re-learn the
forgotten language of symbolism, dreams and spiritual understanding. We must be willing to see the infinite wherever it appears,
even in the most unlikely finite places. We must be willing to be wrong and constantly exercise self-correction. We must trust
the invisible in the visible. We must be willing to let go of our good-vs-evil story about ourself and the world. We must
give up whining, bitching, complaining, worrying, criticizing, accusing and defending. We must accept willingly the importance
of revelation.
John dreamed that he was flying into an island. When he landed, a fissure in the earth opened up. He looked ahead and
a giant baboon was approaching him, waving his arms like King Kong. He braced himself to fight. A beautiful female figure
appeared off to his right and said "This gorilla is friendly." John relaxed, and began to play with the gorilla.
He said that since then he has been sleeping deeply for the first time in years. Interpretation: the fissure in the earth
was a revelation. King Kong was his anxiety. The female teacher let him know that anxiety is his friend, and that he doesn't
have to fight (resist evil) and peace came to him.
We must be open to the realization that God lives in our body which makes it sacred and holy. Every other body is the
sacred and holy residence of God also. We must be willing to consider that everything is made of the substance of God. We
must be willing to consider that evil does not exist, except in our story. The true Christ within brings the gifts of Good
News. The less-than-true perception of the Christ brings a mixture of good-versus-bad news. Everyone who says "Jesus
Christ" means something different.
One person says "Jesus Christ!" as a swear word; another says "Jesus Christ" to try to establish creditability
or blind trust. The gospel is in all bibles, and in all inspired literature, but it is not always properly understood, accepted
and realized. The gospel in its purest form in history up until this time is spelled out in A Course In Miracles, although
even there we may not see the forest for the trees. This revelation process will continue until everyone knows. The gospel
according to Dr Joe is just an extension of A Course In Miracles further into the realm of Spiritual Psychotherapy. The inspiration
in all disciplines is the underlying gospel. All humans are and will be drawn unto the Infinite Good. If this gospel sounds
new and strange, please realize that the gospel has always seemed new and strange. Old and familiar is just our ego story.
This familiarity may appear to be safe and comforting, but it is not.
The body is bound by time, space and matter, but the mind is only bound by itself. The mind is entrapped in a mental box
that we have constructed, and by nothing else. This mental box is formed by habit and by our perception of ourselves as merely
physical, emotional, social and psychological beings. This mental box is formed by the lack of the use of our spiritual vision.
In this mental box we primarily see limitations, difficulties, handicaps, boundaries and sometimes impossibilities. We transcend
this psychological box when we begin to see ever-expanding freedoms, possibilities and choices. If our consensus views about
reality are true, then why did we need someone to say “You shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free?”
And why did we need to get rid of that someone? And why were we unable to get rid of that someone? And why will everyone eventually
be drawn back to that someone?
There is the Gospel according to Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Paul, Peter, James, Thomas, Peanuts and many others. Everyone
has their own version of the gospel for the world to read. That is why I call nick-named this approach the Gospel According
to Dr. Joe.
Are you offended yet? Dr Joe's Gospel is designed to undermine, threaten, offend and dissolve the entire ego mis-belief
system. If this course does not bother you, either you didn't get it or I didn't do my job. This study entails the dissolution
of the entire Victim Religion of the ego story. Dr. Joe's Gospel is a challenge to all that is mediocre in religion, philosophy,
and the gospels of repression and oppression. Dr. Joe's Gospel is the absolutely radical Good News for those who are stress-sick
and battle-weary, aimed at the de-construction of all the false belief systems in sociology, psychology, politics, medicine,
science, philosophy, and religion.
Dr Joe's Gospel: What If God was Not Infinite?
If God, the Good, were not all, of course evil might be here. If God, the Spirit, were not all, of course material things
must exist. If God were not the only mind, other minds might be here. If the eternal kingdom of Love and Goodness were not
here, a temporal, hateful deceitful world might surround us. But we proclaim that there is only one world, the world of God.
Emma Curtis Hopkins
If God was not infinite, I would have a reason to be anxious
If God was not omnipotent, I could be a victim of someone or something
If God was not eternal, time would be our stressful tyrant.
If God was not omniscience, this world would make no sense
If God was not all, alienation, co-dependency, and addiction would be everywhere
If God was not infinite goodness, then the apparent evil of this world might exist
If God was not infinite love, then the apparent cruelty of this world would be frightening
If God was not infinite peace, then the apparent terrorism of this world would make us defensive and militant.
If God was not infinite prosperity, then the apparent poverty of this world would make us insecure about survival
If God was not infinite truth, then the apparent villains and victims of this world might seem to be the final word
If God was not infinite life, then the apparancy of death would be real
If God was not infinite oneness, then loneliness would lead to unbearable codependency or other addictions
If God was not nurturance itself, obesity, starvation or anorexia could take over
If God were not all providing, fuel prices could be overwhelming
If God were not infinitely attentive, attention deficit disorders could be a constant threat to our sons
If God were not infinitely stable, bipolar conditions could be a fair diagnosis for millions
If God were not eternity, the march of time would be our master
If God were not infinite peace, wars and rumors of war would be our fate
If God were not infinite health, disease would be our inevitable lot
If God was not infinite prosperity, taxes and credit cards could get us down
If God was not infinite safety, self-defense would seem vital
If God was not the infinite good, aging and death would be necessary
If God was not infinite freedom, it would appear that I am bound and restricted
If God was not infinite patience, anxiety and anger would be justfied
If God was not infinite, the beliefs in separateness, lack and entrapment would determine our behavior
If God was not infinite, the addiction to finite form would seem necessary
If God was not infinite, freedom from fear, limitation, disease and death would be impossible
If God was not infinite, our oneness with Him would be clouded by the belief in separateness from Him.
If God was not infinite divinity, victimization would be the chief fact of life.
If the infinity of God's will was not real, the power struggle against victimization would be the bottom line.
If the infinity of God's peace was not true, war would be our lot
If the infinity of God's guidance was not true, parenting would be too difficult
If the infinity of God's assistance was not true, work would be boring or tedious
If the infinity of God's purposes was not true, the meaning of life would be trivial
If the infinity of God's power was not real, the struggle for control would continue to be paramount
If the infinity of Spirit was not real, matter would be the final word
If infinity were not our source and nature, the finite would seem to be
If God was not infinite health, the cure of disease would seem unlikely or difficult
If God was not infinite mystery, miracles would disappear
If God's forgiveness was not infinite, guilt and blame would destroy all relationships
If God's purity was not infinite, toxic waste, toxic water, toxic air, and toxic thoughts would poison us; germs and
allergens would infect us
Everyone's gospel is an exact reflection of their belief system about the Infinite Good. We've been had. Everyone of
us! No exceptions. We all think we know. We are fighting about who is right. We fight about moral and immoral values day
and night. We are struggling about our good versus others'; evil. But there is something prior to that struggle. Ooops!
What could that be? The Very Good. The Very Good News of Jesus Christ. Rumi saw that vision and never recovered.
I bring you the Good News of Dr. Joe, the Very Good News that God is the Infinite Good of every creature. Anything less
would not be the good news, but just more of our mish-mash. The Gospel of Dr Joe is a re-statement of the perennial philosophy
of good news known rather incompletely in different forms from the beginning.
What is your gospel? Everyone lives exactly according to their own version of the good news. God is not mocked. Your
life is an exact reflection of the best news that you can articulate to yourself. So why not be radical? Claim the good
news that God is the Infinite Good, not a mish-mash of finite moral, political, religious and scientific values,which are
all based upon the story of good-versus-evil
The world we look upon is the formulation of what would be if Spirit were not all.
Emma Curtis Hopkins
Every good that the human mind knows has an opposite. Therefore, the human mind cannot know the Infinite Good. The Infinite
Good is reality and reality only exists in the mind of God. The mind of God, however, is our own true mind. What a paradox!
Therefore, we cannot truly live without the mind of God. If you think you want human rules instead, good luck
Dr Joe's Gospel: In a complicated, wordy and speedy world, we ought to be able to state the Good News of Jesus Christ
in one profound sentence. My sentence is "God is my infinite good."
*In the past the good news was announced in many ways:
*Jesus died for our ego stupidities (Matthew)
*The self of Christ arose from apparent death (Luke)
*The grace of God is sufficient. (Martin Luther)
*Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness (John Adams)
*In God we trust (dollar bills)
*Our potential is unlimited (Maslow)
*God has a purpose for every life (Rick Warren)
*Wherever there is unawareness, a symptom arises (Freud)
*The self is the symbol of the Christ (Jung)
*Our life is governed by powerful attractor patterns (Hawkins)
*Whatever is, is good (Alexander Pope)
*As you think, so you are (Solomon)
*Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom or the strong man boast of his strength or the rich man boast of his riches,
but let him who boasts boast about this: that he understands and knows the Infinite One. (Jeremiah)
*God doesn't throw dice (Albert Einstein)
*Everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the freedom to choose one's attitudes and thoughts. (Victor Frankl)
*I am that I am. (Moses)
*Lead us from the unreal to the real (Hindu prayer)
*Your god is too small (JB Phillips)
*There is a hidden man in the heart (Peter)
*What is done out of love always takes place beyond good and evil. (Neitzsche)
*Know ye not that ye are gods? (John)
*I and my father are one (Jesus)
*Christ is being formed in you (Paul)
*For believe me: the secret for harvesting from existence the greatest fruitfulness and greatest enjoyment is - to live
dangerously. (Nietzsche)
*It is, in fact, nothing short of a miracle that the modern methods of instruction have not yet entirely strangled the
holy curiosity of inquiry. (Einstein)
*What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us (Emerson)
Infinity is bliss (Buddha)
*The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes (Marcel Proust)
*The only service you can do for anyone is to remind them of their true nature (Stephen Levine)
*Lord, grant that I might not so much seek to be loved as to love. (St. Frances)
*There is Good beyond Good. Far beyond even our ideas of Good, there is Infinite Good, awaiting our words (Hopkins)
*If the only tool you have is a hammer, you tend to see every problem as a nail. (Maslow)
*The coming to consciousness is not a discovery of some new thing; it is a long and painful return to that which has always
been. (Helen Luke)
*God leads me to still waters that restore my spirit (King David)
*Another name for God is surprise (David Steinde-Rast)
*By his light I walk through darkness (Job)
*Everywhere you turn is prosperity. In infinity you know nothing but prosperity. (Emma Curtis Hopkins)
*To be pleased with one's limits is a wretched state. (Goethe)
*God is love (First John)
*Man is immortal (Leonard Orr)
*If God were not all, what you see would be frightening (Hopkins)
*Beyond good and evil there is a field, I will meet you there (Rumi)
*God is my infinite good (Wright)
*The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you; Don't go back to sleep. You must ask for what you really want; Don't go back
to sleep. People are going back and forth across the doorsill where the two worlds touch. The door is round and open. Don't
go back to sleep. (Rumi)
*Everybody is like a magnet. You attract to yourself reflections of that which you are. If you're friendly then everybody
else seems to be friendly too. (Hawkins)
*That which you resist stays. (David Hawkins)
*Love is misunderstood to be an emotion; actually, it is a state of awareness, a way of being in the world, a way of seeing
oneself and others. (David R. Hawkins)
*Prayer is holding in mind what you desire, but without adding desire to it. (David Hawkins)
*That is the exploration that awaits you! Not mapping stars and studying nebula, but charting the unknown possibilities
of existence. (Leonard Nimoy)
*You are never upset for the reason you think. (A Course in Miracles)
*The name of this infinite and inexhaustible depth and ground of all being is God (Tillich)
*We are the stage and all the players (Mark Nero)
*Man's unhappiness, as I construe, comes of his greatness; it is because there is an Infinite in him, which with all his
cunning he cannot quite bury under the Finite. (Thomas Carlyle
*I have discovered that all human evil comes from this, man's being unable to sit still in a room (Blaise Pascal)
*Imagination is more important than knowledge. (Einstein)
*Anxiety is our friend in disguise (Dr. Joe)
*The Kingdom of God is inside/within you and all about you, not in mansions of wood and stone. When I am gone, split a
piece of wood and I am there, lift a stone and you will find me (Gospel of Thomas)
The good news is that I can affirm that I am immune to every toxin, disease, allergy and fear. I am overflowing with
energy, time, peace, love and purpose. There is provision for and abundance of whatever I need or want. I am a laser, a
fearless warrior. Nothing can cause me to compromise this edge of consciousness I now hold. I move forward with precision.
With vision my course has been set. I am entering the promised land of abundance, compassion and freedom. I am not controlled
by circumstances. My feet are planted in the power of the peace of god. I come boldly before the Infinite One to state my
case and to make my claim. In this state of mind all things become possible. Any obstacles and doubts become like grasshoppers
not giants what more can anyone ask? God is leading now, protecting now, present now, directing now, providing now-- what
more can anyone ask?
If we were aware of the true god we would be in love with life. Any stress in our life is a sure indicator that we have
a distorted, repressed, untrue, constricted, limited picture of who and what God is. Your God is Too Small (JB Phillips)
is an accurate description. All stress, worry, grief, anger and anxiety arise from the fact that we have made god into
a human ego. Our only choice is whether we will believe that we are made in the image of the infinite god or whether God is
made in the image of the finite, human ego. In the former case, we have no anxiety; in the latter, anxiety would be unbearable.
Anxiety occurs when we are stuck between two finite polarities, unable to decide which is good and which is bad, which is
absolute and which is relative, when in fact, all polarities are finite and relative. Polarity stress is based on the notion
that God is not infinitely good. In infinity therapy we need to locate which polarity we are hung up on. We have decided
that one of the poles is security, power and pleasure, and the other one is not, but neither one is. Opposites typically
switch from positive to negative, from negative to positive, and you can rarely control which of the pair is going to be exhibited.
Since God always includes and transcends every pair of opposites, we should choose the God beyond the opposites in every
case. You get caught between a rock and a hard place, stuck in limbo, locked into a power struggle, and you are frustrated.
When you find yourself in a catch 22, you are usually caught in a polarity of the opposites, of duality,. So this tension
of the opposites, this anxiety of duality, reveals that we are on an ego level of mind, and this level causes us anxiety,
stress, or violence, and requires that we find our spiritual level. This ego level of mind evokes obsessions such as gotta
have/can’t have.
What we feel forced to do in the story of good versus evil, is to choose between whatever opposites are presented to us.
What we need to do is to hold the pair of opposites in mind, experience the tension, and let it be, await, watch, and allow
infinite wisdom to arise. We do not really know which alternative is best. We only assume we know. We cling and demand or
avoid and resist. In such a codependent position, we have to see both sides of the duality, be willing to relax and hold both
in mind, rather that trying to fix, remedy and control the side we want and to avoid what we don't want. These two opposites
could be: together/alone, enough/ not enough, gotta work/can't work, gotta sleep/ can't sleep, etc. We assume that we know
what is right and best.
The purpose of this kind of scientific prayer is that we might access wisdom or healing, but we don't know what either
one is. We get caught up in ignorance or arrogance. Gotta decide/can't decide. Gotta leave/ can't leave. Hold the pair
in mind, accept it as it is, let it be. Wait until the Third Factor emerges. We are constantly struggling with two finite
and often opposing factors and do not see the Third Factor, the unifying factor, the eternal factor. We only see the finite
conflict between two opposing options. Let us await the eternal breaking into the time line. The time line represents the
opposites and the eternal from above breaks in.
I am on the cutting edge of consciousness, nothing can block my infinite good. Circumstances do not control me. No person
can withhold or give me the infinite good. I do not even have to know what it is in any given situation. We are already
one with the infinite good, but if we do not realize it, we experience its deprivation. There is no way I can gain or lose
the infinite good. Nothing else exists. All of the rest is fantasy, fear, a story of good and evil. If the infinite good
exists, then nothing else does. If the infinite good does not exist, then god is just finite good versus finite evil, and
we remain in our current mess. There is only one thing to remember: only the infinite good exists. No matter how it appears,
only the infinite good really exists.
The landscape of our personal history is dotted by symbols of our desires which continually vacillate between fulfillment
and unfulfillment. We spend enormous amounts of energy trying to control all of the factors going into fulfillment and unfulfillment,
which we call good versus evil. We engage in numerous power struggles trying to show that we can control this vacillation,
but we cannot. And therefore we blame our anxious fellow manipulators for lack of success in this blind endeavor. And so
from the git-go we know that power struggles will not work because the manipulator is controlled by his personal history and
not by reality. If God is the infinite good, then so is the world and everyone and everything in it. When people don't measure
up to the yardstick of the infinite good, it is because they live in ignorance and confusion.
I have been permitted in this 77th year of my life to look deeply into the incontrovertible fact of the universe, into
the face of infinite goodness, and to see past all of the illusions which distract us from the Good News. I was permitted
this vision because when I kept looking and seeking, nothing I saw satisfied me. And I believe that if you have the courage
to seek and the courage to look without ceasing, that you will discover this same fact. Hopefully I can speed up your search
by telling you what I have seen: that God is our infinite good. The flip side of this vision is that nothing that I could
be anxious about is true.
I have asked myself relentlessly what is the bottom line of reality. Each person can do that for himself or herself.
But if you don't look past the symbols of your desires, you will not reach the baseline fact that God is the infinite good.
Your symptoms will remain. When you do get past your symbols, your symptoms will have served their purpose and will disappear.
Every anxiety and every symptom are friendly indicators that we have put the wrong spin on our desires. What you think you
want is never what you actually want because our conscious desires only represent in some small and inadequate way what we
really want. We do not experience that we already are what we want to be because our perception is skewed and our cognition
is distorted by our personal history, by our story of good-versus-evil. "I am exactly as God made me" is the mantra
you must chant if you are to wake up to the Good News.
Joan had this god-awful dream re murder, abuse, violence, attacks and fearfulness and I pointed that this is all drama
that we have conspired together to create. We must get off the stage of this drama and see that it is drama. It was no different
than the drama at the cross, where Jesus said that it is all forgiven, because it is all ignorance. Or was God mistaken and
a liar when he said that it is all very Good.
Ultimately there is nothing that you could want except god. God is the ultimate meaning of every single human desire,
however distorted or perverted it may be. Think about it. Everything you ever wanted from the day you were born can be summarized
as the desire for the infinite good. If the truth were known, there is nothing else you could want but God and the symbols
of god, because there is nothing else. When you realize that the infinite good is all that exists in reality, you realize
there is nothing else you could want. I am arguing that every desire that we have is infinite in nature, scope, length, width,
depth, breadth, and height, an infinite desire for the infinite. If we take the classifications of Glasser and Maslow we
can see that all desires are good. By the time we get through labeling and judging we end up with the mish-mash story of
good and evil.
What was once the desire for god and for the infinite good is now twisted into a thousand bifurcated symbols of our wants,
wishes, fears, longings and desires. I believe that I have discovered the distillation sentence which reduces all of the
wisdom and truth of spirituality down through the annals of human history to "God is my infinite good." When Jesus
came out of the desert he was full of light and said he was bringing us good news. Out of a desert you bring good news? Of
all the God-forsaken places on earth, you don't bring good news out of a desert, right?. There is apparently nothing but
dry sand, wind, scorpions, snakes and a few cactus there. Yet all that will be remembered about your life and mine is the
good news we bring out of the desert of our experience.
What good news do you have for me today? My good news for you is that there is nothing but good news, and our distortions
of it. If the messenger brought bad news to the king he was beheaded. If Jesus Christ did not bring good news, it is just
because we have not heard it yet.
When my client complains, accuses or self-justifies, I hear the overtones of the drama from the matrix, and I know that
he is not aware of his infinite good at that moment. He wants to know it, but he is overwhelmed by the drama and he cannot.
And so you learn to identify false desires as false. When they come up, you realize they are only symbols. You re-frame
the desire and realize that you already have it. The hunger disappears when you realize you are full. Most of our cravings,
hungers, longings, wants, needs and desires arise from the place of false symbolism within us which is prompted and undergirded
by our beliefs in separateness, lack and entrapment.
These symbols arise in the mind about every two minutes, and so what you do is begin to recognize them. And the interesting
thing is you do not have to repress or reject them, but you just transpose them into what they are all about: the infinite
good. All desires then can be boiled down to one fundamental, basic, true desire: the desire for the infinite good. This
one fundamental desire is not a symbol not does it carry any symptoms. We begin to realize that state of mind in Psalm 23:
"I shall not want." And thus lust loses its reign. Hell is that state of mind in which desire never gets past
the symbolic stage where hunger, lust, jealousy, envy, and loneliness constantly harass and distress the mind and we never
know what desire is all about. It gets both hilarious and sad when we see an infinite being telling himself he is bereft.
Anxiety then is the signal that you are allowing the finite symbols of desire to replace what they finitely represent.
The phenomenal world is not our problem; it is given to us to awaken us to the nature of reality.
Why do birds sing
Why do crooks steal
Why do the sick get sick
Why does the sun rise
Why do children starve
Why do stars twinkle
Why do scientists study
Why do teachers teach
Why are books written
Why do we have jets and computers
Why do laborers labor
Why do cheaters cheat
Why is the sky blue
Why did Jesus die and rise
Why does a rapist rape
Why do the nations war
Yes, why? So that we can find out that the entire universe is for our benefit. All of the good and bad in the history
of the world is for our awakening and enlightenment. How could that possibly be? So that you can awaken to the true cause
of your anxiety, and to the true nature of your desires. We don"t comprehend such ridiculous statements because we don't
understand that anxiety is our friendly reminder that only love is real; and because our desires when misunderstood produce
our fears. No wonder that Solomon, the wisest of men, said to seek wisdom above all else. But how could Solomon be right
when Jesus said to seek first the kingdom. Maybe the kingdom is what wisdom is. If we don't realize the true nature of our
desires and of our anxiety, we will not be wise, the world will continue to be an unsolvable puzzle and we will continue to
regard the world as the cause of our suffering. Its all for our benefit!
The story of good and evil that we are attached to presumes that the good that we want is external. The good news that
I bring you is that as long as you are attached to this story, your desires will seem elusive and you will experience anxiety,
which will eventually bring you to the point of seeing the flaw in the story. You don’t need to be outraged at
me for calling this good news, because it is the only way you can realize that reality is infinitely good, and that only our
story causes our suffering. I listen to this watchword every day lest I slip back into the hypnotic trance of society.
Please don't be impatient with yourself because you slip back into the good news/ bad news scenario. To me it is unavoidable.
How about every five minutes? How about every time you turn on the television? How about every time you read the newspaper?
How about every time you listen to gossip? How about in your dreams at night? How about all of the fears that besiege your
mind? Jesus said "Why could you not watch with me for one hour?" Who can watch for one hour and not take his eyes
off of the infinite good in the midst of the dramas of life?
I Observe my Stream of Consciousness
I observe the stream of thoughts, feelings, sensations, judgments, images and opinions that flow through my consciousness.
I notice that this entire stream concerns what I consider to be valuable and vital for me and the world that I know. I notice
that this stream is made up of do's and don'ts, goods and bads, facts and figures, gains and losses, opinions and judgments,
fears and desires, shoulds and shouldn'ts, attachments and resistances, musts and can'ts, wills and won'ts.
I notice that this stream of conscious and unconscious phenomena is already programmed and is rather automatic, unless
I make a new type of choice. The overall matrix, the dynamic paradigm, the processing filter is set. I realize that I do
not see as God sees. Einstein said he wanted above all things to think the thoughts of God. Jesus said "Thy will be
done." King David said that he was after the heart of God. Isaiah noted that without vision, the people perish. God's
way of seeing has been called Good News.
I sought after the seeing of God and I noticed that without exception every single desire I have is about whatever seems
to me to be good. I noticed that many if not most of these judgments about what is good were missing the mark. It was mish-mash.
It was trial and error. It was hit and miss. It was mistake and correction. It was failure and success. It was up and
down. It was a roller coaster of causes and effects. Prioritizing and re-prioritizing. Spending and saving. Getting what
I want and not getting what I want. Anxiety and anxiety management. Fulfillment and non-fulfillment. Your needs or wants
versus my needs or wants. My responsibilities and not my responsibilities. Reaching and not reaching goals.
I also noticed that this process of awareness, however, was all based upon an implicit story, a story that does not match
up with the seeing of God. I noticed that it is a good news/bad news story. Even at its most simplistic level, this story
is about overcoming evil with good. Certainly at no level did it say that God is the infinite good or that life is infinitely
good within any sort of realistic paradigm. If I notice that right now I am a bit tired or that my stomach is in a knot,
is that infinitely good news? If I am telling myself that today is April 10 and I have to get my taxes done, is that ultimately
good news? I am recalling a TV show I saw last night which evaluated the pros and cons of Pope John’s legacy after
his funeral. Is that an example also of the infinite Good News? Also I saw an action movie in which the good guys killed
all of the bad guys to compensate for a child they had kidnapped. Also I notice that I am making a mental list of my chores
and duties for today. Is that the way the mind of God works?
I remind myself of my Good News Paradigm, that God is my infinite good. This paradigm says that beyond all of my judgments
and opinions, only the Infinite Good exists. All of the rest is just an interesting story or drama. I relax. The slate
of my mind clears. The knot is gone. A little more energy is flowing. My consciousness is now a clearer, calmer, more peaceful
place. God is the infinite good. Nothing else is ultimately real. All of my desires and fears have to do with whether that
basic truth is real. Jesus'words come to me "You shall know the truth and the truth will set you free." I continue
to observe every thought and feeling that comes upon my stage today. Maybe.
Or maybe I will again go unconscious and fall victim to the good news/bad news scenario. Can I "Watch with him
for one hour?" One day? Not so far. If I could take this watchword that God is my infinite good, for one hour or
for one day, would it change the entire world I live in? Would the kingdom of God that Jesus saw everywhere become apparent
to me? I have seen glimpses of it. Will the day come when I see nothing else except a few shadows that now fill at least
half of the stage? I don't really see that anything else is worth my time.
My writing is devoted entirely to the watchword of Dr. Joe's Gospel: "God is my infinite good."
However, you must realize that this watchword offends me and my sensibilities! What about all of the injustices and tragedies
in the world? Where is compassion in this gospel? Who will right the wrongs, fix the broken, and mend the torn? What about
my suicidal clients? What kind of Pollyanna rubbish is this? Don"t tell me that hell isn't real, and that the hospitals,
nursing homes and prisons are not full of the victimizations of evil. Don';t speak to me of your ivory towers! What kind
of a god would not lead the march like George Bush against the evil-doers and stop the likes of the Osama Ben Ladins of the
world. And we need healing of the sick, not just denial of sickness. And besides, why did Jesus, the prophets and the bodhivistas
come if it was not to forgive sin, heal the sick, correct evil and set the prisoners free? Why do we need armies, tanks,
guns, police, courts, judges and jails if God is the infinite good? Whew! I feel better already! I'm not about to throw away
any of my favorite conspiracy theories about who runs the world bank. I"m not about to remove the locks from my doors
or cancel my insurance policies. I"m not about to tell the family next door whose house just burned down that only good
exists. I"m not about to tell anyone that the pedophile down the street is just Jesus in disguise. I"m not about
to relax my homeland security net of self-defense against the terrorists. Star Wars are real, and so is 1984 and Armageddon
is just around the corner. Jesus' passion was real and necessary, even if Mel Gibson got a little carried away, right? And
we had better continue to fight cancer, drunk drivers, illiteracy, obesity, teenage pregnancy, Enron greed, political hypocrisy,
drunk drivers, false credit cards, dictators, internet pornography, molesting priests, and crooked lawyers.
I have every right to my righteous anger and my sense of grief-stricken losses. I have to have my self-medicating addictions
to compensate for God's lack of proactive concern for the victims of the world, including me. God should be ashamed to even
admit that He created this insane mess. I could have done better myself, but the least we can do is to clean up his mistakes.
And what is all of this pomp and ceremony about the Holy Father, and what good was he doing |